Archive for November, 2007

Taking a rest at home….

Sunday, November 25th, 2007

      EOS is so near at the corner..but im still as slack as b4 or maybe even more slack than b4 now…Sigh.. Though i haven been studying much these few weeks and i know i have tonnes of thing left pending still i went back JB my home sweet home for a short weekend break…:)

       Came back home on friday night..Daddy went to fetch me at Larkin. So happy the moment i hopped on the dad’s car…Haha..3 days super short honeymoon starts…Went for dinner with family at the restaurant which we used to go and have the yummy hakka dishes…After dinner went back and become couch potato with dad, mum and bro..Nice feeling..No need to think about EOS and other stuffs just enjoy my free and easy time the way i want!

       Saturday woke up early in the morning, went shopping with mummy…Had been waiting for this day a long time…It seem ages since the last time i went shopping with mummy alone..Haha..Gals power..Poor daddy had to bear the consequences…Had lunch with mummy after shopped..Had a nice little chat with her..Updating her my life, listen to her problem and worries, listen to her grumbling, sharing gossips…Nice and enjoyable moment…Reached home around 5pm and start playing my newly bought webcam with my daddy…Had a mini conference with him using the skype and webcam tho we are just a distance from my living room to dining room :P….Maybe for the next 3 yrs this may be our major way of communicating with each other d…Hmm How nice if some1 could invent something which we can touch and feel the other person by using webcam right..den i wont be missing home so much when im out there alone in Australia >.<

       Sunday morning wake up around 6.45…Accompanied mummy go pasar pagi…I think the last time i accompanied her to go pasar was about few years back,…Walking with her thro the street that i used to walk, listen to her talking to the staller and other aunties, watching her showing me the place where she got stuffs to feed us, to get things that we used but never think of where they come from…Quite interesting to see aunties bargaining at pasar..haha..A skill that one should learn for better survival :P Lunch had my favourite home cooked curry ..yum yum..Missed home cooked food a lot…We had a almost 2 hrs lunch coz we were all chit chatting in between and after the meal…

      After that, thanks to my bro, me and my daddy tried to play PS2 haha…PS 2 game really is a hard substance that one should never try coz once u try it u are boud to get addicted !! 3 of us actually ended up fighting for our turn to play…Mummy was the only one spared from the withdrawal syndrome…haha…If not because mummy was yelling at us and force us to take shower we just wouln’t have stop it!! Greatest fun comes in especially when my dad is having a headache to coordinate his movement by using those little tiny button on the controller :D

       Dad made his speciality–herbal chicken for dinner..One of my favourite dish which dad will always made for me whenever i came home…As usual, we talked and talked until almost 9.30pm.. Sometime is kind of fun to listen to my dad and my mum telling stories about their childhood, their relationship with my grandparents and their siblings. Although this is not the 1st time i listened to those stories still everytime mum and dad will have a different way of telling which made them sound as interesting as b4… 3 days holiday had come to an end…

        Going back KL tomorrow and got to start to buck up since i had been lag behind schedule for so long…So reluctant to leave home..So relax and enjoyable to stay at home..Taking a short break really helps me to recharge back my energy…Hopefully by tomorrow i will get back the momentum to study again :) really had a great time and wonderful weekend..Looking forward to another one …:p

rainy day…

Saturday, November 10th, 2007

Raining….

Gloomy…Is it because of the rain?

Low energy level, low endorphin production, low adrenaline…

Suddenly feel everything was so grey…Y??

Is it a pre-CNS syndrome or is it a post-meeting-dad symptom??

Maybe i just too emotional..Maybe i shall not indulge myself in this kind of mood anymore…but how???

心情……

Thursday, November 8th, 2007

      时间过的好快, 转眼间我在KL 的日子只剩两个月了.

      仿佛昨天才刚到 IMU 报到,一转眼即将离开这里,飞向另一个国度,也飞向另一个未来. 从一个人只身到KL这个陌生的城市读书, 到今天拥有着对这个城市满满的回忆, 点点滴滴, 写着的岂只是我人生里重要的一页?

      想着不久的明天,又要再次只身前往另一座城市,再次从零开始拼凑属于自己的未来, 彷徨,无助,害怕 交织着向往,兴奋与期待. 五味杂陈. 我想只有和我有同样经验的人明白其中的意思吧!

      一直觉得自己是幸运的.无论到哪里身边总会有可以一起笑,一起哭,一起玩乐,一起努力,一起走过风风雨雨的朋友. 也许正因为如此,现在的我开始害怕自己是否有能力一个人生活,同样的也开始对周遭的人和事越来越不舍.好像每一次的活动,每一次的相聚都是最后一次.格外珍惜.

      自认自己是个性格暴躁.常会为小事钻牛角尖,心情可以随时大起大落的人. 在自己的安全区里总有人包容体谅着自己的坏脾气.真的不敢想像当我离开自己熟悉的地方,在异乡的我会如何.

       也许人在异乡,举目无亲,是让我成长的最好机会,逼我走出自己的安全区,到外面的世界体验一下生活了.虽然这是我唯一可以给自己的安慰,但说归说,心情依旧忐忑.

但愿一切都会很好,但愿梦能圆,心能满.

Looking forward a new start…

Friday, November 2nd, 2007

Matching result just out yesterday..A result that i had been waiting for and working as hard as possible for it…

        Sometimes when u had done anything that u can, tried ur vy best out but still can’t get the thing u want, then maybe is ur own fate and destiny..Luck is not always on our side…But we can still move on and look forward for watever that is meant for us.. Someone told me that god sent u to a place must have a reason.. Take it and u’ll see a brand new life ahead u..Well said…

       Matching result out. Didn’t manage to get into my 1st and 2nd choice..Nothing to grumble, nothing to be blamed. I did everything i can before this and all i can say is luck is not on my side.. Disappointed  and sad initially when i saw the result.. University of Western Australia… My 3rd choice…

      But after a short while, after i had calmed myself down..I began to ask myself y i so sad? I sad is because i had expected something and this something doesn’t happen. Disappointement..Y im always the one forgotten by the lady of luck?? But think back UWA is not a bad choice tho..Quite a good uni in terms of ranking..And most importantly it is at Australia…Not so far from home :P ( tho no matter how near oso i wont be back  that frequent )

      And now, Im all ready to go there.. Though life may not be easy at 1st but i believe i’ll make it thro and will like my brand new life at Perth… Im ready for a brand new life :)