I should be contented…
Had a roller coaster mood today…
Didn’t really slept well last night..Something kept bothering me…Sense of losing something important kept haunting me throughout the night…Am i going to lose my precious thing?? I don’t know….
Luckily everything come to an end this morning…Like the feeling when everthing is settled.Found back my long lost feeling and got back the thing i valued most…Thanks for tolerating me all these while..I know it must be hard for u…
Result released today…I can’t deny that i was worried..This is a major exam and it is just like a determinant to me…Didnt go back to KL to collect my result…Quite a waste coz cant be there to feel the tense atmosphere when the result is released…Huan called me after that and im glad to know every of us made thro it..Heard lots of shouting behind huan’s voice..It must be a great moment to be there and share every1’s joy…
Just chatted with huan thro MSN…Ask her to open my result slip 4 me..Its a hard decision 2 me coz im the kind of ppl who wanted to be the 1st to know my own result.. but this time.. i choose to let her open..I cant wait any second..I jus wanna know my result NOW!!
Heard them thro huan…overall an A..I should be contented…I know..but just as i say last time im a imperfect person who is trying to be perfect..i got B for OSCE..This made me feel so hard to be happy about getting an overall A in sem3…Ya im greedy…i know…
Tell him my result and he say congrats..He know exactly how i feel…He know i always had high expectation toward myself and he know why i wanted to get a good result this time beside for the matching..He say if only 1of us can get A, he would rather im the 1 who got it…coz i got a lot more ppl i need to account for compare to him..
This is life…when u get something that u never get u will be vy happy…but if u cant get something that u always got u will tend to complaint…This is how i felt now..I know i should be contented..At least an overall A is something that i should be glad bout it…At least i still got him who always there to support and take care of me regardless how badly i behave…At least i stil got a bunch of frens who went thro the same situation with me…Ya..I should be contented and i will….
