Holiday????
Having my long semester break now…I think this is the last holiday that i can enjoy before i go oversea if im lucky to get the University i want..Always waiting for this holiday when i was preparing for my end of Semester exam…Always thought i can enjoy this holiday to the fullest as after the EOS there should be nothing more to trouble me or stress me up..
Holiday…shouldn’t it be a happy moment? shouln;t it be a time where we relax and unwind ourselves? Then how come i don’t enjoy it at all? What had gone wrong??Coming back to Jb more than a week now…Strange enough i started to miss KL, started to miss the day which i need to study like hell in library…Maybe i had got used my life at KL or maybe there is something at KL that i miss…
Idling at home everyday..Had a lot of plan for this holiday initially…Plan to had a vacation before results out, plan to go back and take result den go enjoy with frens, plan to go pangkor with him, plan to do lots of things…but till now none of those had been fulfilled…Lot of plans coming also..hospital attachment, Mulu trip and…Hopefully these can come true…
Thought i can do some meaningful thing this holiday when huan called and asked me to join a volunteering work..She asked me to go to give counselling to flood victims at Hospital…I agreed immediately as i heard that suggestion..To me this is a kind of new xperience and im sure that there is something that i can learn by doing so.Beside, helping flood victims is a good deed especially when i visited Kota Tinggi with my dear and witnessed the destructive damage the flood had caused. Imagine the impact this flood had brought to the victims not only physically, economically,but also mentally….Losing their homes twice in a month is surely a traumatized experience…
Sometime ppl are bound by a lot of liability that they had to learn to overcome and take it…I wish i can be free as i wish but i can’t..Sometimes i got to take these liability into account when i need to make any decision..Maybe sometime i will think i want to lead my life the way i want but sometime if my small little decision can make every1 happier then im willing to lead my life the way others want me to…Making ppl around me happy is my duty and im willing to do so…Thats why i choose not to go this time…Hopefully my this decision can make u happier.. Are u??
