scorpio

Survived from the 4th week of GI…..

        I can only find a word to explained what i had experienced this week—-indigestion!!!

        Cant really believe how i managed to survive from this whole week….Not more than 2 months from EOS and less than 2 weeks from GI EOC…And yet i had not been studying for this whole week… Getting distracted by too many things….Receiving too many shocks…..Some related to myself while most of it are not….

      Met a lot of perculiar things in this week, met lots of strange ppl and weird theories….No 1 can really understand what i am undergoing now except huan who always by my side and see how my mood flactuated with the things happened….Drastic changes in life making me paranoid and insecure….

      Sometimes is better for us to know nothing at all….Yeah, this is what i felt right now…I really think im too saturated with news now and i have the risk of being silence by some1 who wanted to protect the news….So scary….

      All this things had to put an end asap before it jeopardised my EOS…Now only i realised im so easily affected by my mood…Cant even finish a single notes whole night this whole week….What happened to me? Nothing like this happened to me b4.. I always think i can differentiate between personal thing and studies and organised my time well but i was proven wrong this time!!!!

      Daddy n Mummy coming up in a short while….Cant wait to see them…Cant wait for them to rescue me from this never ending mood swing….Hopefully i can be clear of what i want and made a good decision …Pray hard…..

PS: Huan, thanks 4 by my side….Cant imagined If i got to face this alone..Thanks a lot…u know what i meant right!!

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