scorpio

1st day of being an adult….Nothing much changed except of feeling myself getting older 

      I had spent a unforgetable moment wid my dearest family ( true & pseudo ) this year…Really a memorable 1….Thanks to my family who had drove up from JB just to spend this meaningful event in my life with me….Thanks to all who had sacrified  their precious time especially during this critical moment while every1 are preparing for the major exam….No word can express my gratitude to all of u…

     Ck, thanks for spending ur time and effort by giving me such a great surprise…Though u failed to made me cry but im deeply touched inside my heart..Thanks to all who helped him up with the plan as well….

     To some1 i valued a lot—huan…Thanks for giving me something special every year…Is a real blessing to know u in my life….u had shared all my ups n downs for the past 8 years…Without u, my life definitely wont be so wonderful…Peng you shi yi bei zhi de remember….nothing will change our relationship no matter what happened in the future…I promised….

     Thanks to Winnie, Jackie, YYW , Jane june, Ben , Cheemzz, Yih seong, Chow chow ‘the best’ , jeremy, prasad, paul, kher dee, yeap, wei loong, timorthy, fabian, joseph, wei cheong, mustaq, ivy, hui lin, and senaiboy….I enjoyed yesterday’s BBQ a lot…Is a blessing to know all of u in my life in IMU…U guys made my days as a medical student more endurable and memorable…Thanks lots….Love u guys!!!

      To those long lost friends…Thanks for still remembering me…Thanks jye hwei who called from Aus the night b4 her final exam…Thanks tsu soon who send his regard from Taiwan and Hui Quan from Aus as well….Thanks to all sending their wishes via email, sms, cards and etc….

      Last but not least… A big thanks to my parents who have been bringing me up and showering me with never endless love for the past 20 years…Daddy , mummy…Thanks for tolerating me all this while….Thanks for being such a supportive and understanding parents who always by my side whenever i need u 2..and to my younger brother who always bicker with me—is a pleasure to have u in my life as well..u really add a lot of spice in my life…Without u there will be no1 i can bully at home Just wanna say u all means a lot to me…Love u all always!!

Survived from the 4th week of GI…..

        I can only find a word to explained what i had experienced this week—-indigestion!!!

        Cant really believe how i managed to survive from this whole week….Not more than 2 months from EOS and less than 2 weeks from GI EOC…And yet i had not been studying for this whole week… Getting distracted by too many things….Receiving too many shocks…..Some related to myself while most of it are not….

      Met a lot of perculiar things in this week, met lots of strange ppl and weird theories….No 1 can really understand what i am undergoing now except huan who always by my side and see how my mood flactuated with the things happened….Drastic changes in life making me paranoid and insecure….

      Sometimes is better for us to know nothing at all….Yeah, this is what i felt right now…I really think im too saturated with news now and i have the risk of being silence by some1 who wanted to protect the news….So scary….

      All this things had to put an end asap before it jeopardised my EOS…Now only i realised im so easily affected by my mood…Cant even finish a single notes whole night this whole week….What happened to me? Nothing like this happened to me b4.. I always think i can differentiate between personal thing and studies and organised my time well but i was proven wrong this time!!!!

      Daddy n Mummy coming up in a short while….Cant wait to see them…Cant wait for them to rescue me from this never ending mood swing….Hopefully i can be clear of what i want and made a good decision …Pray hard…..

PS: Huan, thanks 4 by my side….Cant imagined If i got to face this alone..Thanks a lot…u know what i meant right!!