Tat’s life
Near summative 1 exam liao….stress?Dunno..maybe a little bit ba..Maybe stil need time to adjust myself..Need to thanks a lot of seniors who helped me during this period ..either by lending notes,giving tips, and other lots of advises..In the past, study to me means understanding n memorising as much as i can and prepare the best 4 de exam…but strange in IMU..some say if u study in details u may fail!!Strange right..but is true coz many seniors experienced it b4..so as a freshman better listen to them..
Yesterday no mood to study..having a very long chat wif huan…talk about a lot of things…about what we look forward in any relationship,about our future,about the goals and dreams…I had to admit that there is a difference in thinking that we both had…
To me, life is something that u need to explore …and in the journey of exploring u may find a lot of ppl…some may jus be a passerby that accompany u but will never walk wif u to the end of the journey…There is no guide to decide whether to start a journey wif this particular individual o not so wat we usually do is jus gamble..Gamble our time,youth, emotion,and feeling….If there is a wonderful outcome then congraturations…if not then jus go on wif our life and try to get a better bet next round…
I know huan will say :"say is easier than done"..true la…of course i only can say so becoz i am a pang2 guan1 zhe3…i know it is hurt..and i know how hurt u r each time we talk bout it…nothing much i can say ..i jus feel that there is no point clinging on a past relationship and let the past tense to become a obstruction to our future tense…Till now this is still my belief..think +ve and live life to the fullest…prove to the 1 who dunno how to cherish us how strong we r..show him how we can survive without them…
Am i being too optimistic? No i think i jus need these things to psycho myself so that whenever i met any problem i can have a good reason to bring myself up..by not giving myself a chance to drop into terrible conditions…If really 1 day i meet some1 that can cause me to let go of my belief then i really hope this some1 can be the final destination of mine…becoz i know if this thing happen and unfortunately this some1 is jus a passerby, i may not be able to take the risk to gamble again….
Tats life rite…so to all my jie mei….whoever got problems pls buck up and gambate..and to those still sweet in relationship..+oil and must try hard to stay xing fu….
